Have you ever had an hour, or a day, or a week where you found your head swimming with so many thoughts you couldn't pinpoint any of them. So many things are going through your mind at once that you don't even know what you're thinking about? But no matter how hard you try to avoid it, you have a constant preoccupation with whatever it may be? That's how I've been lately. And it can be so frustrating until you finally have a sudden revelation. That's what happened today. I had been thinking about so many things; life, the future, the past, God, and a million things in between. Then suddenly today, I realized...I have finally come face to face with adulthood. I know it sounds silly, but it wasn't until today that I figured it out...I'm an adult. I've had adult responsibilities for years but they never really phased me. But now, for some reason, I can't avoid it any longer. Maybe it's living so far away from home, or having more freedom and responsiblities at my internship, or maybe it's because my friends are starting to have children. (Sorry Laura, but I have to blame this on someone!) I don't know what it is, but I do know that it's unavoidable now. There's no turning back. Unfortunately, I don't think I've matured any, but that may come...or maybe not. If I become too mature, Derek and I won't be able to carry on a conversation anymore :)